perception of love, by Elsa PP

How do you break something that cannot be broken?
A million times have I shed my skin;
a million times have I broken myself open
and torn myself
apart,
just
to find YOU there,
yet again,
even more solidified than the time before.

I have come to learn that if I try to deny you
I become lost
I lose the current of life
that burns through me.
And,
if I allow you,
I drown in eternity,
in all that ever was
in all that ever will
be -
I drown in uncertainty,
I drown in shapelessness,
I drown in diversity, I drown in infinity.
I drown in everlasting fullness,
of everything that ever was and everything that ever will be.
It is not you,
it is not me,
it is not life as we shape it to be.
It is far richer than our perception allows us to see.